I don't DO resolutions. Resolutions are often unattainable, so I set intentions.
This years, I intend to be happier, look for the glimmers, be kinder.
Day Two, I've already blown it.
A person who went out of their way to be cruel to me, to ruin my life when I would not bed to their will is in the final days of their life. I am remembering not the things they did before they decided I was worth destroying, wondering if the nice stuff was just a way to suck me into their plans. I will not say what they did to me, but after I escaped they went all scorched earth, trying to ruin my reputation. What they did not see was I no longer cared what those in her circle thought of me. If they knew me and believed the lies well that was on them.
Still as they lay dying in hospice, probably non of their children keeping any sort of bedside vigil, I think negative thought ( I just did it here, so you see where my brain is)
I need to work on this version of "Forgive and forget" I'm gonna forgive them , then forget them. They mistook my kindness for weakness.
Still working on living my intentions. It's harder than I thought!
